Shaken upon March 19, 2014 @ 6:59 am (Updated: 11:02 am - 3/19/14 )
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I can tell you why.
You get into the news business because you like excitement. You live for a great story. And you know you're going to take risks because part of your job is to do what first responders do - you run toward the fire. You run into the tornado. You go into the war zone. You get into a car in a foreign country with someone you've never met before and drive into a dark neighborhood. And you get into a helicopter on the roof of a building and take off.
I've done all those things.
And I have always felt safe because I've had a microphone in my hand - or that two-way unit that puts me on the air.
And I tend to think of it as a talisman. An immunity icon. Fate wouldn't dare let anything happen to me because I'm the reporter.
Especially as a young man, as long as I had that microphone in my hand, I was untouchable.
It's a way you try to distance yourself from the people who are vulnerable.
Then, as you get older, and as you read the stories about people who took the same risks and didn't come back, you begin to realize that microphone isn't magical, and a lot of the time, the reason you came back was that you were just lucky.
So in addition to the horror of losing a colleague, the trauma from an accident like this is, it's a reminder that there are no immunity icons.
It's a reminder to us that the news stories that we may cover one day and forget the next are very often life-changing events for the people we cover.
We need to understand that the vulnerability we feel after something like what happened Tuesday is their experience, too.
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